that some of this looks insurmountable. I am excited. I am ready to start studying. I am ready for this. And I am also almost certain that I could be making a terrible, life-altering mistake.
This period of not-working, packing, preparing has left me with a lot of time to think. And I'm thinking about the cost. There is cost to leaving my husband behind, moving to a city where I know no one, and of course, the cost, or money, for all of this. In fact I'm thinking about these things a lot. Packing, unlike seeing patients at the clinic, does not shut off my worry-thinking. And this is before the actual stress of school. Before the actual "can I do this?" stress there is a lot of "what the hell have I done" stress.
The school said that they would send a "registration packet" in mid-August. Ummmm, it is mid-August, and now, the unknowns are clearly my biggest fear. So, please university admission people, could you send that packet and lighten a tiny bit of my load?
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